Duke Crocker (
betterthanaplan) wrote2025-04-23 10:05 am
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Lucifer's (et al) mansion, Wednesday night
The post-resurrection high Duke had apparently been riding since they'd gotten back from Haven had faded, though he still felt physically better than he had in a long time. Possibly ever.
He was doing his best to maintain that physical wellbeing, even if his emotional wellbeing was slightly rockier again, and as such, very nearly ended up late to his planned date night with Lucifer, having spent longer swimming easy laps in the pool than he'd intended.
He was pretty sure Lucifer wasn't going to knock him too much for still being damp from a post-swim shower as he set the table and carefully plated the Egyptian-style fish sandwiches he'd put together for them for dinner.
The fact that he was wearing one of his favorite worn-soft old flannel shirts open over his bare chest might help, too. ;D
[for him!]
He was doing his best to maintain that physical wellbeing, even if his emotional wellbeing was slightly rockier again, and as such, very nearly ended up late to his planned date night with Lucifer, having spent longer swimming easy laps in the pool than he'd intended.
He was pretty sure Lucifer wasn't going to knock him too much for still being damp from a post-swim shower as he set the table and carefully plated the Egyptian-style fish sandwiches he'd put together for them for dinner.
The fact that he was wearing one of his favorite worn-soft old flannel shirts open over his bare chest might help, too. ;D
[for him!]
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Oh, that stretch was nice. Lucifer really should stretch more.
"And, uh. In general? Not to drag the mood down or anything, but . . . well, I've got my head out of my ass enough to know you haven't had the easiest time since we got back."
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The part Lucifer had been trying to dance around, then? Pity. He'd hoped Duke wouldn't notice.
"Well," he said. "I still haven't had my brother kicking down the door to make a nuisance of himself, so that has been a bit of a relief..."
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"Amenadiel has his place, and it is not in Fandom," he agreed.
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"Perhaps I am just manifestic angelic powers I've never used," he said, optimistically. "... Yes. Yes, that must be it."
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Mmmm, denial.
"It was a lot, what happened. And we all freaked out a bit. Totally understandable."
Duke's glimpse of Hell at large still haunted him, for one. The ash, the stones, that tall, tall throne. . . .
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"At least I stopped your Hell loop quickly enough," he added. "Malcolm went a touch mad."
Time to top up Duke's glass!
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The time he'd spent down there . . . well. It wasn't not sticking to him.
"Though . . . I mean, it was bad down there, for sure. But I was probably lucky my Hell loop wasn't what Croatoan forced me to do."
Because Hell was about regrets. And while that was awful, Duke didn't consider it his fault. It was all trauma, no self-flagellation.
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"It's fucked up," he admitted. "Knowing I can be used like that." He shook himself. "That I could be."
He was just going to lean into the idea that without the aether in him, he didn't have that vulnerability anymore. Mind controlling reindeer need not apply.
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There was a kind of grim finality to that statement.
Then Lucifer drank his own wine.
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"We're okay," he declared, trying to bring some of the good vibes back again. He held up his glass towards Lucifer in a toast. "You and me and Tavi, we're all going to be okay."
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And now all three of them were freshly traumatized!
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