betterthanaplan | Lucifer's Mansion, very early Sunday morning

None of Duke's dreams had been exactly kind lately, but they'd at least mostly stuck to a general anxiety-dream structure. Wandering the stark white hallways of the barn, shouting for Audrey, unable to escape the looming spectre of a trouble, which in dream logic seemed to mostly take the form of a generic "boogey man" figure. The sort of thing that left him discombobulated and out of sorts throughout the morning, but not the sort that would wake him abruptly in a way anyone else might notice.

His was really only a matter of time before his luck there ran out.

The white floors bucked beneath him as he walked, swaying and dipping like a ship tossed in a storm. The world through the identical windows was black and roiling, filled with debris and unidentifiable bodies.

"Audrey!" Duke shouted. "Audrey, we're going down! We have to abandon ship!"

A flash of blonde, darting through a doorway. Duke dashed after her, but every time he turned a corner she was just up ahead, vanishing around another one.

"Audrey! Audrey!!"

He couldn't catch up. He couldn't get his legs to work properly. The floor pitched up violently then dropped, and Duke fell --

He surfaced by a rocky beach, and fought his way to land, sprawling out to catch his breath. His limbs still weren't working properly, and there was noise all around, explosions and screams clogging the air like dust. He choked on it, drowning, until a hand appeared in front of his face. Duke took it and let it help him stand, only noticing once he found his feet that it was coated in blood.

Nathan smiled, his teeth red. His face was red, his jacket soaked through. His eyes were cloudy and dead.

"Did you really think you could leave it behind?" he asked.

Duke snatched his hand away, panting, and watched as the blood vanished into him. As Nathan vanished into him. "No." He choked on the word. "No --"

"It's how it always had to be," a voice said, coming from everywhere. Duke spun. It was Vince, it was Lucifer. It was Dwight and Gloria and Claire and Danny and Rey. They stood all around him, bloody and scorched and dead, and Audrey, they were all variations on the theme of Audrey, like Lucy and Sarah and dozens of others, stretching back into eternity.

"Did you really think it wouldn't follow you?" they asked.

A scream across the sky, and Duke looked up. The meteor storm. It was crashing all around, smashing through the school, through the Gull, through the Devil's Nest and Luke's and every place he'd ever felt he belonged. And one came hurtling down at the beach, straight for the sand, straight for Duke, he could feel the heat as it burned through the atmosphere, could feel his clothing burning away --

He woke with an abbreviated cry, an explosion rattling the inside of his head. He lay where he was for a moment, panting and choking on his too-rapid breaths, staring at the slice of sky visible from his spot in Lucifer's bed.

It was glowing red with the sunrise, and for a long moment, still stuck in the dream, Duke was convinced it was fire. That the meteors had come to Fandom, and everything was burning. . . .

[for those in the bed -- or the house -- with him!]

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okteiviakom

Octavia wasn't touching the topic of the drinks.

Her hand brushed from Duke's hair down to his neck, then his cheek.

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betterthanaplan

Duke reached over and held onto Lucifer’s arm.

“Didn’t mean you had to leave,” he said. “You’re part of this security blanket too.”

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my_own_advocate

"All right," Lucifer said, after a moment. He met Duke's eyes. "If you're sure."

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okteiviakom

"Wish the two of you weren't so quick to go for the booze anyway," Octavia said with a little sigh. Sounded idle, like an afterthought.

Just another sign of how exhausted she still was right below the surface.

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betterthanaplan

"You do?" Duke asked. "You've never said."

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my_own_advocate

"It's not like I actually get drunk," Lucifer pointed out.

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okteiviakom

Octavia shook her head, looking off to the side.

"It's fine. Doesn't matter."

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betterthanaplan

"It does if it bothers you," Duke said.

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my_own_advocate

Lucifer let out an annoyed sigh. "Can we please have this conversation at a less emotionally exhausting time?"

Because he was the most fine person in this room, and even he was too tired to deal with these two people 'it doesn't matter'/'yes it does if you care'/'no it doesn't'-ing each other into oblivion.

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okteiviakom

Octavia had already opened her mouth for a 'we don't have to talk about it right now', so...

Now she just closed it, instead.

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betterthanaplan

Duke had already had his own reservations about how much he drank, this last fall. He'd even tried to cut down a little for awhile, so her mentioning it was a bit of a shock to his system. A reminder that he probably needed better coping mechanisms than booze.

Or leaning on his already traumatized partners.

He shifted, uncurling his legs self-consciously. "Yeah," he muttered. "Sorry 'bout that."

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my_own_advocate

Lucifer expelled a sigh. "I'll wait until later with the booze," he said. "I'll handle breakfast first."

A pause.

"Later."

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okteiviakom

Maybe it was for the better, after all, that Octavia hadn't told either of them where she'd been yesterday.

She tried to pull Duke closer to her, but it had the air of a suggestion. It was his choice.

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betterthanaplan

"Later," Duke agreed, on an exhausted sigh. He used the excuse of getting comfortable to keep from following the impulse to curl up into Octavia again. She had enough on her own plate, she didn't need his issues, too. "it's too early. We should stay in bed."

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my_own_advocate

"Something we can agree on," Lucifer said, pushing some of the blankets out of the way.

... and held them up for Duke to crawl under in a rare display of chivalry or whatever.

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okteiviakom

Octavia let them both do whatever they wanted to do.

She was just... there, for now. Wondering whether more sleep was already a lot cause.

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betterthanaplan

Duke slid under the covers, then proceeded to shift about restlessly, his desire for close contact at war with his desire not to be a burden on his partners. He knew it was stupid, that they didn't see him that way, but he'd spent too much of his life making sure he only ever needed to depend on himself to relax easily once he'd realized he was starting to lean on other people.

Finally, he ended up on his back, his head still close enough to Octavia's to feel her breath against his cheek. He rested on hand on his stomach, the other under the covers, fingers reaching for Octavia's legs.

"You ever get bad dreams, Luce?" he asked softly, staring up into the darkness.

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my_own_advocate

Lucifer slipped in under the covers after him. He had no particular qualms about moving in close enough that his leg brushed against Duke's.

"Rarely," he said. "But... yes, sometimes."

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okteiviakom

It was a two-way street, Duke.

But Octavia wasn't going to push closer for her own comfort, either. He'd made his choice and she was honoring it.

She pushed her hair back from her face, and just listened.

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betterthanaplan

That would have been easier for him to accept if anyone else in his youth had ever treated it that way.

"What are they about?"

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my_own_advocate

"I..." Lucifer made a helpless gesture with his hand. Started with something simple, resolved.

"Back in Los Angeles, I had this recurring dream where the Detective found out what I was. Through my face, or my wings," he said, "And then she'd trip and fall off my balcony."

Edited Date: 2021-03-22 06:44 pm (UTC)

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betterthanaplan

Duke grimaced. "Shit. What'd Dr. Linda say about that?"

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my_own_advocate

"Hm? Oh, she was utterly unhelpful," Lucifer said. "First she said I had issues, then she said some nonsense about me being terrified of losing the Detective, and eventually we agreed this was clearly about Father and my best bet was to find a way to give Him the old finger again, but she didn't have any ideas."

In case anyone here had wondered how Lucifer's therapy sessions often went.