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Duke Crocker ([personal profile] betterthanaplan) wrote2024-12-19 10:53 am

The galley of the Cape Rouge, Thursday evening

Duke had had some time since his last therapist appointment to start slowly processing what his therapist had said. Specifically what the man had said about what he believed was the foundation of Duke's issues. A diagnosis if you will.

Which Duke had finally made time to look up and read about after getting home from the diner. And mull over over a cup of tea.

Sure, it wasn't the first time someone had suggested that he had PTSD. He'd kind of just assumed he had that, by now. But C-PTSD. The complex version. The one most associated with survivors of hostage situations or child abuse.

He sipped his tea and stared into space. And wished it didn't make as much sense to him as it did. Wished he didn't check off quite as many of the usual symptoms as he did.

"Fuck."

[for the partners if they wanna]
my_own_advocate: (lucifer - really now?)

[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah," Lucifer said. He sank down into a seat by Duke. "Therapy?"
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah," Lucifer said again, squinting at Duke's phone. "That sounds... complicated?"
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"... So what does that mean?"
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, wasn't that everybody?

"Isn't that most humans?" Lucifer asked quizzically.
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"I mean technically it's merely labeling the kind of crazy that you have had almost your entire life, by the sounds of it," Lucifer offered. "And Linda prefers not to use the word 'crazy' at all."
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Lucifer was beginning to wish he'd brought a snack. "Right, so how do you fix... complex whatever it is?" he inquired.

Linda would love to know.
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Major life change: no more Haven," Lucifer said. "I could live with that."
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Lucifer sighed. "So essentially what your therapist has uncovered is that we need Haven to stop kidnapping you all the time so you can feel safe and process all of this," he said. "Not exactly a surprise."
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm," Lucifer said. "A diagnosis."

Funnily enough, Linda had always resisted giving him one, for some reason.

He reached for Duke's arm, settling his hand on Duke's wrist.
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, neither does anyone on this ship, so I think we'll just take it as stated," Lucifer said. "Bloody weird."
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Do you want to talk about it more, or do you want a distraction?" Lucifer inquired.
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah," Lucifer said. "Yes, I don't know of any cure for that bar alcohol."

He did, however, use the excuse to slide his hand in Duke's.
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[personal profile] my_own_advocate 2024-12-19 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Just... trying to help," Lucifer said, matching that smile with a small one of his own. "So how do you feel?"

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