Duke Crocker (
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The galley of the Cape Rouge, Thursday evening
Duke had had some time since his last therapist appointment to start slowly processing what his therapist had said. Specifically what the man had said about what he believed was the foundation of Duke's issues. A diagnosis if you will.
Which Duke had finally made time to look up and read about after getting home from the diner. And mull over over a cup of tea.
Sure, it wasn't the first time someone had suggested that he had PTSD. He'd kind of just assumed he had that, by now. But C-PTSD. The complex version. The one most associated with survivors of hostage situations or child abuse.
He sipped his tea and stared into space. And wished it didn't make as much sense to him as it did. Wished he didn't check off quite as many of the usual symptoms as he did.
"Fuck."
[for the partners if they wanna]
Which Duke had finally made time to look up and read about after getting home from the diner. And mull over over a cup of tea.
Sure, it wasn't the first time someone had suggested that he had PTSD. He'd kind of just assumed he had that, by now. But C-PTSD. The complex version. The one most associated with survivors of hostage situations or child abuse.
He sipped his tea and stared into space. And wished it didn't make as much sense to him as it did. Wished he didn't check off quite as many of the usual symptoms as he did.
"Fuck."
[for the partners if they wanna]
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"Just, uh. Doing some research."
Somatization. Depersonalization.
Yep, he identified with way too much of this.
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"... About something that will bite us in the arse at the nearest convenience?
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Sounding familiar yet, Luce?
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"Isn't that most humans?" Lucifer asked quizzically.
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Dr. Shin did not approve of that word, Duke!
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And now she was back. Shrugging off her jacket as soon as she was in, then kicking off her boots, calling oput a general, "I'm home!" as she did.
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Duke. A dad joke and a pejorative? Maybe ease back a little.
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"... What?"
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A little bit of something gentle mixing in with the still-present confusion.
"Also pretty sure that's not true."
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Being unable to identify his emotions was a type of emotional dysregulation, right? Or maybe it was part of depersonalization?
He should not have read that wiki.
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Because, you know. She already lived with him. A lot of the ways whatever it was presented itself, she was probably already very familiar with.
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That was not how that was generally phrased. Though it wasn't inaccurate for him at the moment.
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Or had he been stress-reading things online?
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